I'm astounded this account is still active in some way shape or form. Three years apparently pass by, and my true instincts kick in again. Wanting to create, wanting to utilize imagination and illustrate said thoughts onto a blank medium. Or even a medium already used? Guess we'll find out.

Many things have occurred in three years. And even with that said, it was a lot of nothing. Maybe that's an account of my perception of valuable events and growth among the people we love and care about. Maybe I've been too focused on myself to keep my memory in check. Excuses; possibly to cover my actions and thoughts as of late, but if you're able to decipher my rambling nonsense, then maybe you'll understand and not hold it against me.

[Laughter of realization]

It brings a smile to my face, thinking out-loud. For all it's personality and satire, it might add to the collective of millions of ideas and personal thoughts everyone else has. It is possible to assimilate smoothly? The lurker who puts on the uniform?

So, what am I aiming for? I want my self back! I want it BACK dammit.

I feel beyond schizophrenic in my approach to life and the people around me, like a science experiment. But may this aid in fixing things.

Here's to the journey of finding yourself. ^_^

Until next time,
D. Satoshi